Sunday, September 19, 2010

I'm back for good, I swear!

Ok, so A LOT has happened. in my last post I said that my husband wouldn't be coming home. BUUUUT,.. surprise! He did! :) For 3 weeks and then he left again and will be gone for  months. It sucks but I'm glad i had 3 weeks with him. And my manager was so cool about my work schedule when he was home. She let me work only when he was working and she gave me the whole last week off so I could be with him. It was the best 3 weeks. Saying goodbye to him again sucked, but I got to say it was a lot easier than the first time. I wish I didn't have to say goodbye at all but it's whatever.

On other news, my husband and I have been trying for a baby! No luck. :( And I found out today that my best friend here is pregnant. They just randomly decided to try while the guys were home and it worked for them, why not us?! I mean I'm soo happy for her but I can't help but feel.. jealous I guess? Does that make me a bad person? I mean she's only 18 and here I am I've been with my man for 6 yrs and there's nothing I want more than to have his baby and I can't get pregnant. Ugh.

But, onto a better topic. Work is amazing. I absolutely love it! Everyone I work with is so nice and I've made so many friends. Going to work is exciting for me because it's like going to hang out with friends. And I've never had that at a job before. All my previous jobs were horrible experiences. Lol.

I'm planning a little surprise for my husband. We talked about getting each others names tattooed on us but he wanted something a little more original and he also wanted a pin up girl so we decided instead, that he should get ME tattooed on him in a pin up pose. So for Halloween I'm going to be a sailor and my friends are going to take pictures on me in pin upy poses and I'm going send him the pictures in one of his care packages and he has no idea. It's like the perfect little surprise for him and I'm so excited for it! :)

I just can't wait for Halloween to get here! Because once Halloween is here then before you know it, it'll be Thanks Giving, my birthday, Christmas and New Years and then it'll be January and from there it's only a few more months before he's home! I've been of since yesterday and I don't go back to work until Tuesday and I've been sooo bored. The day just keeps dragging on! Ugh.  I just can't wait for time to fly.